mercoledì 30 aprile 2008

Un distillato di Dolore

Questa "poesia" è il mio personalissimo tributo a colui che considero uno dei più grandi poeti di ogni tempo, l'immortale OSCAR WILDE (!!). Sin da quando l'ho scritta l'ho sempre considerata la "punta di diamante" di tutta la mia produzione... tanto che un po' mi dispiace giocarmela subito...ma forse è meglio così... lo prenderò come uno stimolo per scriverne di migliori (che modestia eh???)
Comunque, eccola, con un titolo che è tutto un programma:

+ THE FUNERAL +

In this day of dark suggestion
That pricks me like a poisoned thorn
I am forced to face The Question
The one that haunts me from when I was born

Why we waste the foolish tear
If our Destiny has always been so clear?
And why we call for Heavens
Or Depths of Hell
If we already know what’s in
The bottom of this Well?

This fragile shell, made of clay
Is doomed to be broken, no matter how hard you pray
I know, I know it’s all but a shame
That the shroud is always ready to take us all away

Helas! Helas! My time has passed
And so many before me has gone away
But when Time will consume my grave
Erasing my name
Will someone recall my days?

So, is this Life like a Dream,
Or is this Life like a Whore
If the tide rises fast and grim
While I’m chained upon the shore?

But I’ve found refuge from this madness
And from sadness that it brings
In the coils of my hopelessness
And in believing I’m a king

‘Cause drops of blood can stain your Snow-White dress
But wine-red tears can’t be seen if your dress is black.




martedì 29 aprile 2008

The Hours

Ho scritto questa canzone la notte stessa in cui ho visto l'omonimo film, che mi ha colpito nel profondo dell' anima per la sconfinata tristezza che trasmette ma anche per il coraggio e la dedizione che accomuna queste tre donne, decise a vivere fino in fondo la loro vita, nella buona o nella cattiva sorte.
Un esempio per me, e spero per molti altri.

THE HOURS
[this song is dedicated to Virginia Woolf]

Fallen in a web of depressive emotions,
And my life seems broken to pieces
I’m trying to concentrate all my time
In a single day…
Why are the others so fucking blind??
They can not comprehend my inner fights!
An empty white page in front of me
And the end?
It’s still to find…

BRIDGE

What is Death? What is Life?
And all these voices in my head…
What is Death? What is Life?
Where can I find the answers?

See the pain, through my dead eyes
I’ve forgotten how to fly
‘Cause this is your happiness but it’s not mine
Oh, how I wish to change my hollow life
In this cage, I cannot stay
‘Cause Love and Life have gone away
I’d rather die, than live with these fears…
…so let me sink in to this river of tears…

BRIDGE

What is Death? What is Life?
And all these voices in my head…
What in Death? What after Life?
Where can I find the answers?


CHOURS

The Hours that never pass away
The Hours that drive me insane
In these Hours my sick Soul falls
Into a Black Emptiness


[In the spirit of Virginia Woolf]:

“Why is this happening to me?
I never wanted such a suffering
I’m lying on my bed, rigid as a rock
And I’m trying to fight against this anxiety
I feel the water rising
All around my bed
And I know that soon it will submerge me
But I’m still lying on my bed
And it’s so hard for me to breathe…
And I feel those cold hands, paralyzing me
Two for my arms, two for my legs…
…and the worst of them all…
…the one that penetrates in my back
And seizes my heart…
So hard that I choke…
I know that one day,
This nightmare will destroy me
Until then, my novel is the only reason
That pushes me to live “

lunedì 28 aprile 2008

Stardust

Questa è una delle mie "poesie" più recenti e...no, non c'entra nulla con il film "Stardust" uscito ultimamente, anche se forse un po' della sua magia ha influenzato la sua stesura, soprattutto nella seconda parte.
Ho voluto pubblicarla per prima in quanto la ritengo una sorta di personale "preghiera", una sorta di "mantra" che recito spesso, in questo momento così delicato della mia vita.

Stardust


Aeons of Time
That pass before my eyes
The Vision of Cosmic Dimensions
Of Purity so long gone
Killed by the Black Poison
Of Lies

Dark is the Journey
And the Hunt is Eternal
And my Heart grows colder
With every painful step


But…


Somewhere there must be
A Flame of Pure Will
That overcomes Death
And leads me to believe
That there is something more
Than Pain, Time and Dust

Pain, Time and Dust

So I beg you Lord
send me a Sign
And if I die
Let me become
A Star in your Sky.

domenica 27 aprile 2008

The Beginning

" I want to see what's after Death,
I want to talk with all the Dead
I want to know the meaning of my Life
And of this Pain I feel inside".